I've allowed too many things to die within me because of shame, because the world worked so hard to try and tame me. It was only a matter of time before my soul couldn't continue to pay the fees. The worlds not my keeper, its just the place I have to be for now. I often wonder how the world would be if it hadn't got sucked into all the greed. If people actually truly cared about the trees and the bees. I have such a strong sense of connection with nature that I live in a constant state of misery over the pain that I receive. I'm trying to figure out how to change it or is that just too much to think? Could that actually be done or is this part of the plan; something that I must be apart of to be able to create the path to healing. Somedays I realize that I may be the one that needs the healing or maybe I will just be damned to eternity with a souls that's in constant wreckage no matter what. Just my luck.
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