Bad things always come in threes.... or more

I'm forever being like hey you know that old saying... "all bad things happen in threes." That's Bullshit! They happen however they are going to happen I feel like lately between things at work and home I've had like 6 bad things happen in a two week period.  It's so hard to stay positive when a plethora of bad things and bad luck is wrecking your life, however I'm super optimistic and will pull myself out of that funk by just focusing my energy and mind on all the good things that are in my life and how blessed I really am despite all the bad stuff that's littering my world.  We're all guilty of letting our minds dominate our emotions, after all we are only human.  Here I go again with another old saying or phrase so to speak..."mind over matter." which means the use of willpower to overcome physical problems.  I practice this religiously, I've learned that if you let your emotions get the best of you (which is bound to happen sometimes) then you cause more heartache and headaches then if you take a logical look at the situation and leave the emotions at bay.  I know it's not going to be easy but the next time you think the world is ending and all bad things are happening stop and think about all the things that went right!!

Spring has Sprung

It's the First Day of Spring!!! I am so excited for this time of year, everything starts to bloom and you can actually enjoy being outside.  I'm feeling a lot more motivated this time of year, which this year I really need to get my shit together and get with it.  I'm on a journey and it does not include being unmotivated.  Spring into something amazing today and get ready to get shit done!!  I'm also super stoked to see this amazing supermoon they are talking about during the spring equinox.  This is going to be the last supermoon we will see until 2020.  How freaking cool is that, I am obsessed with the moon! I'm off to working the bar, sure hope it doesn't get weird with the way the moon is going to be tonight!

So much to do, so Little time...

I haven't written a blog in over a month, actually its been almost two months if we want to get real about it.  I'm really trying here but turns out I am not trying hard enough.  I spent most days running around in circles feeling like I am accomplishing so many things and then realizing the amount of responsibilities that I've gotten myself into is why I don't have time to write or do anything else creative.  I am the biggest broken record, I guess I need to focus on saying no and getting my shit done, but to me that's easier said then done.  I'm sure I'm not the only person that feels this way in life, like there is so much to get done and yet so little time to do it and I know for a fact that I am not the only person that lets themselves get overwhelmed with responsibilities.  My life is pure chaos, I don't even want to start telling you about it because that just seems depressing and I am bound and determined that today is going to be awesome and that things are working out the way they are supposed too in fact I saw 11:11 today I actually saw it turn from 11:10 to 11:11 which to me is just that much cooler.  I'm a big believer in seeing consecutive numbers and it meaning something bigger than just a number on a clock or in and address or where ever else you may see repeating numbers.  To me its the universe speaking to me telling me something I need to know or understand. A reinforcement that I am doing exactly what I am supposed to be doing in that moment.  The universe speaks to us all the time you just have to listen.  I've got so much more peace in my life from listening to the universe and honing in on what its trying to tell me.