"I have no time for things that have no soul"- Charles Bukowski
This quote comes to my mind in talking about wasting energy. To me he is saying just that, I will not waste energy on things that are menial. I need substance before I go extending my delicate energy on you or anything really. As a matter of fact, that's the trick isn't? To learn who and what and how to use our energy for the greater good, for the good of ourselves and for the good of mankind. If one is using their energy and extending it in the wrong ways and in the wrong direction the whole system, the whole balance is off and we amount to nothing. Our purpose is null and void. Our lives mean nothing and therefore we are nothing, nothing more than a body using up others energy and yet then becoming an energy vulture ourselves trying not to dry and shrivel up. It becomes this vicious cycle of energy sucking and then hating ourselves because we have succumb to that very thing that we are striving not be, an energy sucking machine that this world is building and feeding and using to lower the standards of society. I won't do it, I won't be that person but yet there I was playing the game. Finding myself dishing out energy servings from my own stash for those that where never worth it. For those that would never be worth it, those that just love the thought of me because I make them feel good, because I make them feel grand. Then there I was all that was left of me was a shell of the person that I once was. I'm done, completely and utterly done with that bullshit! I'm working on healing and reenergizing myself back to the artist, the happy girl that wanted to lasso the world and tame it while I ride it around to better all things that I come into contact with.
Energy is sacred, its magical and it's not meant to be something we just hand out like candy at a parade.
Energy is a wonderful thing. The moon is energy the ground is energy and you are energy. Use it wisely and use it kindly and don't go around demanding it out of others, its something that is meant to be earned and if you come across someone not willing to earn it, then move on. There are the ones that will take some but also give some right back. Thats where you need to go, that's who you need by your side.
